SOMETIMES

I dont wan't to think of the happy moment that we have shared together
Beause it wll only make me wish that I could turn back the hands of time

I wish that you were never affectionate, faithful, devoted and true
So that unhappiness would not be felt each time you will not be around

I dont want to see your tears of loneliness and feelings of depression
Because they will only make me wish that I could take away your pains and blues

I wish that you didnt have a permanent and special place in my heart
So that your presence of absence would not make such a difference

[Lifted from the book "Loving in One's Own Way: by J M Lim]